Monday, May 09, 2011

Fuck my life. I can't even sit down with mum without having a fucking argument. She pisses me off so much!!!!!
I was explaining the series Supernatural to her. After I explained it i said its a good series, she goes "it's all bullshit" I FUCKING KNOW IT'S BULLSHIT. Little stupid things like that, that have no impact on me at all piss me off when it's coming from her. I wasn't saying it was bullshit I'm just saying it's a good show. You think the tv shows you watch aren't bullshit? You think half the shit in this world isn't bullshit. It was a fucking pointless thing to say and because you said it it makes it 10x worse. My family is fucking dumb. My sister is fucking slow and my other sister is an up her self bitch. I'm not perfect but c'mon why am I stuck with such idiots! Mum, why the fuck do you think I like to stay with my friends more then stay here at home with your presence in mind. My friends are fucking smart. I can have a convo with them without them saying something entirely stupid or having something to piss me off. They understand me. You don't. I hate you but I don't. You just fucking piss me off so much! I say don't talk toe and the next thing you do is ask me to get something for you. FUCK OFF I SAID DON'T TALK TO ME.
Arthur anyway back to my assignment. I won't get it finished tonight. I need to take photos and upload them then I'll be finished.... Fucking ball breaker.



Sunday, May 08, 2011

I no longer feel comfortable with my mum. She annoys me. She pisses me off at every corner. I'm just not happy when she's around. I dont want to listen to her I just don't want to be near her. She makes me depressed.

Despite all that I'm going to go bed early tonight. After I see Sara. Hopefully she won't take long because I want to get as much sleep as I can and get up at around 9:30 to get a start on my assignment. Im planning on getting it all done in one night. If I can get a whole 40 seconds of an video completed on a programming never used before and get a praise put of my teacher then I'm sure I can design an elegant and clean logo to go with a menu design. My friends got my game so I can't get distracted. I'm determined to get this shit done.

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Tumblr

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Nothing really changed. Its just from Blogspot to Tumblr. :)
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My decision.

I'm moving to Tumblr.
I'm not deleting this but I'm going to start posting this stuff on a tumblr. Once I get the thing running I'll post the link up here. :) I thin kits best to keep it all in the one
I hated work today. The cyclic dumb bitch of a 'first in charge' flipped at me for something that wasn't needed. Policy is that you're not allowed to lean while working. I always done that. This bitch Erin Anderson would never have a mental real down at something that small yet today she did. Reason being? To release her frustration on me that she kept inside due to my sister. As I said earlier her and my sister had a falling out and now this bitch has some grudge against her and now she's taking it out on me. I was so tempted to just give her a piece of my mind. However I'm waiting till I get a new job and till my sister moves to her new section which is away from that mole face Erin. Not long for my sister but I don't know know when I'll get a new job but when that does happen, I am going to make this bitch cry and the she'll see how it feels to make my sister cry. Stupid cunt. I left work a bit early, about 15 minutes so I'll be on time for my train. I formatted my phone and re jailbroke it late last night and like an idiot I distance even back up everything on my computer which is really bothersome. So shit just isn't working out. I need money. I need something new. I need together away from this place despite the few good friends I have. I apologize to you guys 'cause you are not the problem. You guys a great and you known who you are. My trains here.
Later.

OKAY?

lol I don't understand how this works but I'm back on the PC and blogging. Maybe becasue I logged into my youtube account it logged me into my google again and hence my blogger just logged in automatically. Hrm.
Anyway all is swell..

Portaling a way back to friendship?

My friend was over just before and we were playing Portal 2. It was as if things were back to normal. We laughed at the stupid shit that happened within the game, then his girlfriend called. I usually had nothing against her but I wasn't happy to hear her. It was as if she was interrupted quality time with 'my mate'. You know that whole scenario of bow the girl takes hour friend away and you never see him again........ Oh wait that's exactly what's happening with me. So she said hi to me and I gave her the most negative hi back. I just couldn't be bothered putting on an act for her. I don't want to get this whole thing of 'you were fake the whole time'. Moving along. Me and my 'friend' ended up getting to the last chamber stages of co op of portal 2. He had to leave cUse he had work the next day and so do I which I'm not looking forward to AT ALL. when I got my haircut by 'Gleh's' brother in-law ( I can't remember what name I gave him last time so this is his new name. ) He asked why I haven't been around and all. I just gave him that usual answer of being busy with work and uni. I have no beef with Glehs family. They're awesome. It's just Gleh himself and his girlfriend. Fuck I don't know. All I know right now is that I'm not going uni on Monday because I didn't do any of my assignments that I need to get close to completion by Monday or even the following week and I haven't do e JACK SHIT and I was here playing games all week. Then work on Saturday. I'm fucked. Lol it honestly feels like tomorrow is
Monday. I still have after work to catch up on my work and Sunday but I doubt it'll be enough days :( fml!!!! I had all holiday to do it and I didn't do SHIT!!! I keep saying this but I need to get my shit together.

PS: I use my iPhone to blog and write these massive essays because I forgot my password and username to log on from my computer -.-