An Old Friend.

I will name her 'Apathetic' because as the name states, she showed know concern for my feelings or no concern for our friendship whatsoever. Even though I said I'll be there for her, even though I said I don't care I'll be your friend, she didn't want to. Why? Cause of her boyfriend that didn't love her and was using religion as an excuse to lock her down. Stupid girl, he might be under the influence of Islam but that doesn't make him a man nor a proper Islamic worshiper. He's had sex with girls before you, yet he gives you shit for doing it. He goes out, yet he doesn't let you. He tells you this relationship won't go far because his parents won't let yet you still went for him. I understand that you need someone, but I was there. I wanted to be with you, and you knew how I was and the fucking funny thing was I was happy to even just be your friend and move on with some other girl knowing I still had feelings for you. Stupid yea? My idiocy. I could go on forever explaining in detail but I won't. The girl troubles I have, they just never stop! And you wonder why I don't have a girlfriend. We stopped being friends because of him. He didn't let her talk to no guys at all so we stopped like that. I flipped it at her because of that. Now I see an inbox message from her "We need to have a chat." With the subject being "Ehh hrmm". I have everyright to say 'Bitch get the fuck away from me' but as always I have that pathetic soft spot for her. We've been friends since Primary School so I can't really help it. I was being a dick still and replied "Why do we need to have a chat? Things are clear enough aren't they?" And guess whats. ITS VIA FACEBOOK! -.- lol
I'm thinking whether I should upload a photo of her or not. Hrm. I'll decide later.
After doing some stalking she re-activated her facebook account after a whole year. We haven't been speaking for about that long now. To her surprise I'm not longer that 'good kind boy' she once knew. She says something, I'm going to fucking attack like some vicious German Shepherd cause I'm honestly sick of being so nice to those people who just throw it back to my face in the end. ITS ridiculous how many times it has happened to me. I deserve better =(. I'm not an evil person! But those bitches turn me into one! Hence 'so many dickheads in the world not enough nice guys' SLUTS YOU BITCHES make us NICE GUYS TURN INTO DICKHEADS! Its a fucking cycle! stop being so innocent. Looking at her recent pictures, she's gained a bit of weight. but still looks relatively the same but knowing me I'm probably just trying to make her look bad when shes probably lost weight -.-. I don't know I haven't seen her in so long.
I come back from work, all tired and hungry and something else has to fucking start. Why can't I find a NICE PRETTY GIRL! thats doesn't cause any fucking problem, and the rest just leave me alone. Pfft yeah, thats me in another whole fucking universe where shit is the complete opposite. I'm fucking hungry and I'm here typing shit about Apathetic! I haven't eaten since 2:30! and its 10:30! grrrrr!!!!!