Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Sleep.
I ended up going to bed at about 3:30am and woke up at 5:50. I'm glad todays a half day so whatever goes down in the morning with me Greg and Coco doesn't prolong throughout the day. I'm not looking forward to it but I don't really care. I don't need Coco for anything, she was honestly just a friend. I had no benefits by doing anything with her so whatever she thinks and says is null - and void! I'm probably the most graphic wise student in the class, which means I won't and don't need help from anyone except from the teachers. Greg and me will possibly be fine but after today I'm considering telling Coco that we should be friends anymore. I'm just fed up with her crap. Whatever I do just doesn't seem to suffice for her friendship needs. She complains that its only a friendship so then why are you taking everything to serious. It doesn't make sense. You're just getting annoying. Go to your boyfriend if you want more, I can't be fucked wit your shit. You were a good person to talk to but if things didn't look right in your eyes everyone else was in the wrong. ESPECIALLY if it were me. So much bullshit that could have been avoided if she just fucking let go and moved on. She's still young I guess, thinking she's so much older and mature. I think like that my self. I think I'm mature and older compared to my sisters but they've probably been through so much shit that I wouldn't have even gone through yet to understand their level of rationalism. She needs to accept that shes wrong rather then force her own justification onto others. I'm just honestly sick of her crap. Grow up. Argh, it's too early for anything, its not enough sleep for anything. I'm waiting for McHeart to pick me up. Feels like its going to be a long day today =(. Going to try an leave early even though I have a half day. I just can't be bothered. My dogs sick and that bitch just put me down so bad. So much for thinking about other people and there emotional state, stupid cow. Go have sex and brag about it to people that don't give a shit.
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