Releasing the tension isnt going to help

For some reason I'm rally pissed off. And when ever I say 'for some reason' I end up explaining myself. I hate home, Mothers shitting me big time. Sisters are pissing me off big time, even the my dog whom I love so so much is pissing me off for no apparent reason. Uni is kind of shitting me, I feel as if I'm not good enough to be a Graphic Designer, my drawing skills are pathetic. I can copy pretty good but drawing from scratch I fail epically. I think I'm just angry with myself. I just went and bought Ink for my printer which cost $37 for a black and tri colour cartridge. I need to buy myself a Laser printer. Which comes to that same old boring crap of being broke. I need to find a new job! something that pays on a regular basis... I work casual time at Myer. I need a Part time job! I need constant flow of money. I'm stuck with $70 in my account till I work next! =( I want things to be good and easy! Shit is just to hard for me! I can't ask money from mother nor my sisters. I'm stuck on my own. The girl I'm interested in is pissing me off. She's beginning to turn out like those girls that just expect the guy to give her all the attention and not give anything in return. Fuck you bitch. You're gorgeous but you can put that fucked up 'attitude' of yours up your ass! I would post something like this on facebook but not so aggressive but if you write anything remotely 'journal' like people have a sook and complain about you draining their dashboard. Then you get all that sympathetic statements 'are you okay' ' hey whats wrong'. Shut the fuck up you don't give a shit, and honestly if I even did write something like this up no one would probably put the time or effort to see how I am.Facebooks meant to be something where you can write up shit like this, not have status where you expect girls to feel sorry for you, fucking losers. A little get together with a few freinds from highschool.. My so called bestfriend his girlfriend and her best friend. I'm no longer in their group, I don't know why they keep calling me. They go out on their own, replace me with other people saying that they haven't replaced me. Why the fuck should I go, you don't make an effort with me, I stopped and now i'm the bad guy. Did you eve fucking notice WHY I STOPPED? Cunts are ALL FUCKING SINGLE MINDED! Open your fucking eyes and think of the others person point of view. I gave you guys space, you were a couple I didn't want to get in the way but they doesn't give you the right to replace me with other people just because I found new people to stay and talk with. Atleast they have an interest in my life unlike you lot that just fucking be fake! Are I can go on for ever! and for those who are reading. You're probably wondering what the fuck I'm on about. Keep reading and I'll explain sooner in my posts. I won't have any 'links' to posts so just keep up and you'll eventually figure it out.

Argh so fucking pissed. I need money, I need to buy things for uni, I need to get out of this year and move up. I'm just repeating my fucking self! So frustrated and I feel pathetic! I need to get a grip!