I just realized.

I saw an old friend on the train the other day. A friend I was meaning to catch up with my ex best friend his girlfriend and yea. I'll name them exgroup. So I was meant to catch up with this old friend with the exgroup with a few other people as well. But I didn't go. A few reasons is because IT WAS THE EXGROUP, and because I had no way of getting there.
When I was on the train she said why I didn't come, and I said I'm sure they would have explained everything, and he reply was, don't worry we didn't speak of anything bad. < why would you say that. that just defies everything and tells me that you basically did talk about me. She said that her friend and another friend weren't talking so thats why one of them didn't come. So if they talked about that, then they would have definitely talked about me.. I've become some gossip among the people. Something I thought would have never happened to me. I dislike them even more. Disliking is a very hatting thing.