SHIT IS GOING DOWN!!!!

I'm going to copy and paste the convo we're having but name her Apathetic. I like to keep my people aliased. :)

Apathetic March 27 at 9:27pm Report

We need to have a chat.

Buraknikov Karataș March 27 at 10:05pm

Why do we need to have a chat? Things are clear enough aren't they?

Apathetic March 27 at 10:35pm Report

Burak, seriously.
Your acting like a child.

Buraknikov Karataș March 27 at 10:36pm

How so? I thought we made things clear. What else is there to discuss?

Apathetic March 27 at 10:38pm Report

Are you seriously doing this?

Apathetic March 27 at 10:38pm

Okay what do you want to talk about?

Apathetic March 27 at 10:39pm Report

Oh forget it.
Im done trying.

Buraknikov Karataș March 27 at 10:40pm

I asked, what do you want to talk about. I'm putting in the effort so I don't understand why you're being like this.

Apathetic March 27 at 10:43pm Report

Why i'm being like this? Burak i sent you the first message and your response wasn't very welcoming?

Buraknikov Karataș March 27 at 10:47pm

Shouldnt it be? We're both angry at each other and if you're not then I am. So you should have expected a non welcoming response. I tried speaking to you a while back, I didn't get the expected response myself. So if you want to talk then go ahead. I'm listening.

I'll update this post.

UPDATE!

Apathetic  March 27 at 10:52pm Report

I honestly don't even know what to say to you.
Your the one that told me not to come running back to you when "he" breaks my heart again. And that's exactly what I've done.
Burak i wasn't the one playing mind games and being brutal, I recall being very honest and straight forward.
I'm sorry I've made about a million fuck ups in life and i will probably never learn and i know it's wrong of me to only speak to the people that mean most to me when "he" isn't around but that doesn't give you a reason to hate me. I never meant to hurt you.

Buraknikov Karataș March 27 at 11:01pm

I don't hate you. I'm just really pissed off with you and you know I have a right to be. So please try and understand it from my perspective which you are trying to do. I did say that, I won't lie cause I still care for you but things have changed. I'm no longer that same 'burak' you spoke to a while back. I don't just let people waltz back into my life so easily anymore especially after not being in contract with them for months which feels like years. I keep telling you, he'll hurt you but like you said you never listen and you'll never learn. People do mistakes, people pay for them. I know I have. And those million fuck ups don't concern me, only the few you've done to me concern me. So I'm not angry with you for your million fuck ups. I'm angry cause we need to keep having such conversations. Its ridiculous and tiring. You never meant to hurt me but you hurt me real bad.
Can I ask why you came to me? I'm not being rude. I just want to know.

she's learning and I feel like I'm going to harsh on her and acting as if i'm so much superior to her. Hope she doesn't read it like that. But in the end, meh whatever. Sick of all this shit from every girl thats been in my life.


UPDATE!

Apathetic March 27 at 11:04pm Report

Burak you know i've always felt like you were someone i could speak to openly and not have to think twice, you're someone i trust thats why i can't just leave things the way they are. Its not right on so many different levels.

^^^^ look at that load of shit! so she realizes this now? So she tends to act on it now? SHE TENDS TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT IT NOW?

UPDATE!!!!!

Buraknikov Karataș March 27 at 11:18pm

And thats where the fuck up kicks in. The fuck up that was dealt to me. Frustrates me so much that you're saying this, that you know all this yet you ignored it! and please don't give me this bullshit of you trying and leaving it up to me to decide. You need to make an effort even if I'm making it difficult! It's not easy to just forgive and forget, especially when things like this have happened in the past. You trusted me so much yet you didn't. That just doesn't makes sense!

I'm being so hard on her, but what else can I be! She hurt me bad, and she knows it. She's saying that I'm acting childish, when shes the one that needs to grow up!

Update.

No reply after I sent that. It was harsh but whatever. I was being toyed, I get thrown around because I was nice. Now I'm being the complete opposite. What else can I say, I've become a dickhead.